Thursday, August 22, 2013

Revisions after a Published Work



Tonight I’ll pray to dream of you
so we may ponder a verb or two
in eleemosynary silence and still 
cursing final edits in the Bill
Then noticing after some reflection 
lines that needed editorial protection
with abandoned  schemes of rhetoric and rhyme 
awkward metaphors that weren't given the time
fragments everywhere grammar damned disgraced
Your words. Mine. They all were laced.
Despite the dream, heaven's hosts may be bold
our drinks will be plentiful; black and cold 
When the reading's over Act II will have yet begin
That work is still ink and quill the author has to pen. 

Monday, June 10, 2013

Steps to Productive Writing


Creative Writing Step 1: (with kids, if sans kids Congratulations! Skip to step 2 and replace the word "movie" with words: doorbell, over-sharing gaggle of women in coffee shop, etc..) Find a good movie for the kids on Netflix.
Creative Writing Step 2: Find good headphones that will drown out said movie.
Creative Writing Step 3: Take a picture as evidence that you are indeed ready to start writing by completing Steps 1 & 2.
Creative Writing Step 4: Post picture on Social Media sites to prove that you are productive.
Creative Writing Step 5: Write witty status
Creative Writing Step 6: Open document, type 1-3 sentences.
Creative Writing Step 7: Check Social Media sites to see if anyone appreciated picture with witty comment.
Creative Writing Step 8: Repeat steps 6 & 7 until movie is over OR kids are revolting/setting house on fire in order to get your attention.


Sunday, April 14, 2013

Twirl, Love, Twirl

Once before our time--when the moon stood still,
the sun whistled when lowered over the hill,
there lived a little girl named Twirl, Love, Twirl.
Home was land where even weeds would not grow;
landmines were the only seeds men would sow.
Despite a secure 12 inches of land,
Twirl, Love, Twirl knew it would get out of hand.
Sonny Baby lost footing, Listen Sweet
lost her mind, and despite all his gloating,
One And Only left only tears behind.
The field grew dark; shadows gulped out the light.
Her eyes adjusted until darkness was bright.
The rain stopped quenching her raw, hungry thirst;
she gorged on Nothing 'til her gullet burst.

Shepherd came with his flock sweetly bleating.
She waited for the inevitable, heart swift and fleeting.
Instead, he beckoned and called her by name,
threw open the shadows; skies burst aflame.
Shocked and blinded, control leapt from her hands;
Twirl, Love, Twirl tripped into the weaponed lands.
Sparks flew and scarred her, bombs tore chains unknown,
as she tumbled broken, but not alone.
The man smiled, wept, cradled her as His child;
yet when she glimpsed Prison, a yearn grew wild.
One place called home she had to leave behind.
Shepherd saw her grief and replied in kind,
"Do not glance to hated comfort and stray;
you will see everything for what it was on Redemption Day"

So, to the gates He carried her as the celestial beings cried.
Back home lilies grew, elements defied.



Wednesday, January 30, 2013

Recovering from the Tempest


you are my prologue
deemed unnecessary
in my novella
but scrutinized
by scholars in my epic

you are my prologue
pages that can be ripped
torn like the curtain
split from the ground up
words that made me be
plotted, charted, drafted
words before I could see [that]

you are my prologue
grains of salt before
specks of earth before
restored sight
soil within bellies of worms
before vineyards before
that last sip of wine
seeds planted before
future saplings before
the cross that made
all things restored,
after the Fall that dropped
the Earth and let her shatter
into pieces called World,
so that you could be
just prologue skimmed
as a note from critics
as a skipped producer's cut
for the 90 minute feature
you. are. just. prologue.




Thursday, January 24, 2013

Missing Socks

Only 30, maybe older,
and I am tired
of sorting truths:
patches for a quilt
sown by generations

mismatched socks
content without brothers
jumbled wires attached
to broken ear buds
rusty screws thrown
into an old coffee can

hapless attempts
to organize the
mess, the tangle,
that will just get
muddled up again.

How I crave
for one story
a cipher
a compass for this
ever-changing labyrinth


For Mickey

"Pink sky at night,
a sailor's delight;
pink sky in the morning,
a sailor's warning,"

She whispered Wisdom
into my ear over summer sounds:
the creaking porch swing,
ice cracking in our jelly glasses

Trucks whizzed past, now and then,
we would wave until they blasted their horns
my little arm bent at the elbow
pulling an invisible string up and down.

"Somebody's in the kitchen with Dina.
Somebody's in the kitchen, I know.
Somebody's in the kitchen with Dina,"
Her voice shook with that final syllable

My contagious giggles lapsed
into a contented sigh and
I wondered about Dina
I wondered about Somebody

Did Somebody love her
was Somebody welcome or
just another body to shoo away
and out of a kitchen for one

I imagined Dina. Her hair, her dress,
those apron strings tied like a sloppy afterthought.
At times I could smell Dina's corned beef hash and rice
& maybe collards and black eyed peas for good fortune

The porch swing kept creaking and I
snuggled secretly hoping against
her resolution to reduce the padding
under her bedazzled purple t-shirt.

My eyes adjusted to the fading light:
pine needles dry and rusty brown
fire ants working on the mounds I kicked moments before
white paint chipping on the front porch railing

Hairs of my lashes popped in and out
of view as I forced them open
not wanting to miss the Finale
of frogs and crickets rivaling owls

as they rehearsed, never quite in tune,
their song inspired fireflies--
joyous sprites in tutus
twirling to their own choreography

My porch swing companion, like the bullfrog opera
and tiny iridescent winking lanterns,
could be flawed at times, but
perfect in familiarity, simplicity, and love


Unquenchable


breaking my resistance,
a burdening hesitation,
my lips brush and dip into
the offering

a sip reveals
my brittle bones
my craving skin
my regrets over
abandoned flakes
under the nails
of dreams and idols

one sip, and i drown into You.

The Body sighs, satisfied
One sip uncovered my thirst
One sip covered me, wrapped me, loved me
One sip made me Yours.

Wednesday, January 23, 2013

Haunted

Five drafts of work are haunting me. Pleading, as their shackles pang and pound inside my brain, "Work out our aching feet, feed us, and then introduce us, the richly fattened dancers, to your society."  Like selfish first borns, they pout as I attend to others. Sorry wee ones.

Tuesday, December 18, 2012

When Life Flashes: in memory of those who passed too young


When life is stolen
rather than
regret, wonderment
decision, invention,
the happenstance
of one’s creation
is the Flash composed
of years supposed
in a panoramic dream?

Child and parent visions gleaming
milliseconds and lifetimes of weaving
puzzles treasured and kept despite
the missing pieces, for
the cover art
the beautiful and haunted map of where
the fragments were to fit
the image capturing
the intended:
resumes and graduations,
rudderless shenanigans
jukebox decisions, wedding nights
obligation’s grip and lovers’ fights
dark and light; life’s sweet symphony
a once jumbled cacophony
lightened by survivors
scavengers and divers
into the sea of possibility in
the land of Should Have Been

Life supposed seems the choice of visions
Hope, however, brings revisions
behind those lids fluttering gently
the Flash loves them differently:
the smell of coming snow
counting cars, crouching low
imagination set ablaze
in secret passageways
mommy’s healing kiss and kind answers to “Why?”
daddy, the superhero, lifting oh so high
Then angels cry, sing, and greet
life before it’s bittersweet.

Tuesday, November 27, 2012

The Debtors' Bridge


Chunks of foundation
Laid inspiration
To rebuild a bridge
Severed by a rusty saw

She sat and pondered
Reflected, wondered,
At architecture
Which [once] ignited awe

With slight weakened might
She built it up right
Only to tumble
Back through

A little gray rail
Quaking, trembled still
In memory of
today’s bill past due

Monday, November 26, 2012

Faith



Into the valley she ambled.
Down,
            down,
                        down. 
Tunneling through tunnels. Dusty funnels no end in sight, yet waiting for that inevitable light to gleam.
The smoke came first.
Still she walked.
Vision hazy and hair gray with ash.
Rocks beneath began to burn.
Still she walked.
Feet blistered and shoes with melting soles.
Fire burst before her.
Still she walked.
Skin charring and mouth thick with flame.
The air began to cool.
Still she walked.
Her blackened body shedding to the ground,
rough
            bitter
                        flakes. The tunnel opened to a weeping sky.
Still she walked.
Her naked limbs raw and fresh and her hands reaching up
to the One she trusted. 

Sunday, November 25, 2012

Lost in Thought



seeking words--the "right" words,
my breadcrumbs
though most were already
traded between blatherskites and insatiable sparrows,

I saunter
    (no, definitely not)
I stroll
    (no, not quite)
I stumble
    (yes, there it is)
down an unofficial trail created
by others' confidence

the others walk in moon's faint glow
overstepping when necessary
skipping like stones skimming a placid sound
in spite of strong currents

they smell the wind to see the future
kiss the crinkle of Wisdom's eye
fall in step with Catcher's dance in a field of rye
then climb the oaks and taunt the sun with their freedom.

they created this passage when nothing was paved,
no signs to direct the saved;
not even loathsome specks of lonesome gravel
hitching rides in the crevices of the sole.



the "right" words,
are here somewhere
the trail is littered with them
and yet, I sit,
my footing caught
under a root.
The empathetic sun
consoles and shoos the clouds
away.

The words I had collected
curl, shrivel, become dust
swept by wind and forgotten.
The disgusted sun
leaves and beckons Nature's spate
The root stops clutching
now, merely holds
but I stay under its loose grip
dreaming of being an other.




Saturday, November 10, 2012

Communion

stepping back to observe the work,

its contrasting layers
formed by the collaboration
of various disputing artists,

realization strikes sparking a desire
set my painting ablaze
or to whitewash
over the graffiti
or, maybe, a simple do-over

But there is no such thing
as an empty canvas
even the fibers woven
and prepped and stretched
have their story

my Teacher comes
knowing the brushstrokes,
of my over-produced landscape,
my inheritance
a crude interpretation
of the assignment
and with gentle offertory,
a new brush with ancient handle
dipped in red, 
gripped 
His hand covering mine,
we paint

Thursday, November 8, 2012

Confession

 
As you insist to squat 
In that dank sour creature 
Sowing so deep in the sea,
Do you ever wonder,
What will your legacy be?

Will you spout out with joy?
Will freedom abound?
Or will all those bad promises 
keep you locked and bound?

Will you pray to your God 
whom you do not faithfully follow
because the Truth is 
just too difficult to swallow

Will you fret to remember to lock your doors
but forget childhood was already squandered 
keeping monsters under the floors &
leaving the land of “if” un-wandered

Will the secrets in which you abide
conform into your only comfort 
containing a corpse chosen to confide
in a ramshackle whalebone fort

Will you sullenly agree
to pay the Devil’s fee
for what’s a few more years?
To choke back those tears 
with your caloric drug of choice 
To put a smile on your face & 
a lilt in your voice

To stay, stay, stay in your whale for a while
To tidy up the darkness
To sweep up the bile 
To just stay, stay, stay in your whale for a while.

First Love

When we were we
an eleemosynary 
tangle
we
exchanged 
pieces of us
splinters of spirit
       thorns in our side

Unintentionally
I will yearn
recreate and remember 
all wrong
Struggle to find the
lyrics
of that old song 
of that sliver of soul 
i mistakenly
            [on purpose]
gave away.

Miles in between
you are…
            I am…
you            and             me
never we
never us
            (never again anyway)
but i have…
             you have…
and [we] wander
with pieces of you
and pieces of me

Mama Dogs

 
It broke my heart
not to point to that floating contraption
in the sky
as we drove by
your eyelids, finally heavy &
naturally purple & highlighted by dusk,
would have popped open
alert, wondering, at the bright, weightless, Ghost
dangling above
With its
Sibilant then silent sulk

It broke my heart
when “On second thought,”
came too late
and trees gobbled the monster
into hiding
like a New Mother Dog
            too nervous,
            wanting to protect her pup,
            not realizing
            then realizing

I wonder my child,
If it breaks His heart
when second thoughts come too late
when we fall asleep
when we wake, still asleep,
not aware
of the Creation
we are missing
lost and gobbled
up by dreams of trees and lingering Ghosts and protective Mama Dogs and Nothing in between

Godot Shows

We live in a land of Want
            confounded by Desire’s flashy pulse/confused into thinking that Our
Wants are Ours and Ours alone
We live in a land of Want
            We have rewritten
            Our definitions
Want: (1) to need. (2) an emotion that is dangerous if not fulfilled Immediately

In this land,
everything We need is questioned by Our Want
I don’t want to clean my house, bathe, brush my teeth, eat my carrots
I [just] Want to escape, to dream, to rationalize
I [just] Want my entitlements fulfilled
I [just] Want the world to sigh and laugh and love with every word;
posted 1 4 0 character note, cyber publication, impossible to ignore: Immortal

In this land,
We walk with
invisible cameras documenting Our
Every move
Every word
Every. Every. Every

In this land,
We walk like Zombies [the apocalypse has already happened—didn’t you know?] through Our lives [it’s catching]
waiting for immediate gratification to come
waiting            waitingwaiting
Did Godot ever show? Waiting. Waiting.
Our only patience is with Ourselves
Time is Master to the Others. Not Us.
But Others think they are Us. And We are Us. And We
must be served by Others.
But Others are extinct
And it is only Us/We
So, We must service Ourselves
So, let’s just wait
Maybe an Other will appear.
Maybe. Maybe. Maybe

Wednesday, November 7, 2012

The Storm


Blue lights flicker;
drunken leaves laugh,
plaster themselves
to glass with transparent desperation,
the wind tap, tap, taps at the window
becoming the
demented queen, her beauty shrouded by inner qualities
yearning to give glistening apples to maidens
delicious and red, guaranteed to satisfy
the men of the house.
Beware Sweets, don't linger near the door too long
She will sweep you away
Clutching you into her bosom
Until you crave even the most dominating Sun
gripping you into her sad chilling song.

Friday, October 26, 2012

The Craving Solution

Mary Grace sat in the waiting room, and as its walls were lined with mirrors she hunched forward with her eyes cast to the floor. Mirrors. Of course they would have mirrors in here. Despite her current disposition, MG was a lucky one. The outbreak hadn't infected her area, and she was shipped to the survivors' retreat before the disease could reach her home. Home. The little white cottage, lined with her prized hydrangea and garden gnomes guarding the cobblestone path to the front door her mother once painted a different color very two years just to shake things up, popped into mind.
Her thoughts then drifted to the night the soldiers came. Gas masks adorned their faces and her precious flowers were trampled into the ground, the blue door--once rose, once yellow, one bright red--was knocked down in an effort to rescue as quickly as possible. MG had been in the middle of composing and arranging the scrapbook she had treasured since childhood. A book that detailed her perfect wedding if she were ever to meet the one. David.
David was an unlucky one. He had gone to a store 20 miles away for a case of Yuengling when the virus was triggered. Shelves and carts were contaminated in every market. People who ate right after shopping were affected the most. The change in appetite was almost immediate. The cravings. Oh, the cravings. Nothing would satisfy. Except. MG shuddered at the thought. If David could see you now. The thought made MG tremble again. David loved MG as a friend. Always had. Sure, he thought a thought once in a while, especially about that one Halloween party when MG had dressed as belly dancer. Her body was healthy and lean. A runner's body.
If he could see me now. The thought kept circling. At the survivors' retreat heaviness was encouraged. Plump was in vogue. Designers sold nothing below a size 12. Exercise was discouraged and meals were rich and satisfying in unsatisfying ways. The survivors always wanted more. The retreat was a land of excess. Anything you wanted. Whenever you wanted.
"Miss, have you made your decision?"
MG forced herself to look at the man staring down at her with brown empathetic eyes. As she looked up she caught her reflection. The breasts she had once considered too small rested on a roll of blubber that had been squeezed upward as she zipped herself in jeans for the first time in years earlier that morning. A fat shelf for her fat bosom. Another mirror, propped next to the door she considered an escape hatch back to multiple sources of caloric comfort, reflected a different view. The body of the belly dancer, the runner, the 30 year old woman prior to the outbreak. The mirror had a sign in front of it that read: Survivors' Retreat Glass. Customized with Your Pleasure in Mind!  Go back to a land of pleasure? Or help the cause? It's too late. I know the Truth. Can't turn back now. 
"Yes. I've made my decision. I want to help. I want the treatment." David. His name repeated in her mind. She was doing this for him.
MG was placed in a metallic gown and settled into a wide silver recliner. The metal was cold at first under the thin sheet wrapped around her body. Then, a large light overhead came on, and the chair began to burn.
"You will experience a some discomfort, Miss, in the beginning." The chair melded around to fit her form, a scalding suit of armor. Every few minutes, the armor would tighten to fit her body as the fat melted away into tubes leading out of the room. Mary Grace felt her body changing, the heat of the chair was blinding, "David!" she screamed.
The woman's screams were muted in the room next door where rock music blared and a young intern wore hawaiian print scrubs as tubes of yellow, white, and red flowed above and into the machine he observed daily. The substance in the tubes smelled familiar. However, the formula was classified so he tried not to consider the substance's main ingredient. Whatever it is, it sure enough works. The scientist placed the sludge into tiny molds the size of baby aspirin. Once the molds solidified, they were painted bright colors and given cheerful flavored coatings like Cherry Pie and Bubble Gum.
"Miss, it's done. Thank you for your contribution. As payment please accept the apartment, complete with furnishings and new wardrobe, located in our detoxification center and spa. Remember to keep your new body lean," the man's voice dropped to an ominous whisper, "your life depends on it."
MG ran her hands up from feet to thighs in wonderment. Her skin was raw and pink, but not an once of fat,  "Thank you," she whispered.
"No, thank you for your service to our country." With that he handed her keys to the apartment and motioned to the elevator in the corner of the room. "Your partner is waiting for you."
"My, what?" MG asked but the man had already left the room. MG pressed the button to the elevator and a glass elevator arrived. MG stepped in and pressed the only button available. A tiny needle pricked her finger.
"MARY GRACE," a sweet voice announced.
The elevator shot up and spun and swept through a maze of gold and lush greens. After a few seconds, MG opened the eyes she didn't remember closing. The elevator doors opened to reveal an apartment entrance. The door to the apartment seemed to hesitate and then turned the shade of hunter green MG had been considering as soon as she noticed the door was white and therefore an empty canvas. A pot of hydrangeas appeared on the welcome mat. MG picked up the flowers and unlocked the apartment. As she walked in, her surroundings changed to reflect her preferences. The comfortable furnishings went unnoticed, however, as MG had eyes for the most special part of the accommodations. David. 
"Hi, sweetheart."
"David. The outbreak... Are you? This is? Are we?" AM I SAFE? The thought screamed inside her, but would not come out.
"It's okay, you. They've found a cure."
David embraced his best friend and carefully cradled her in his arms. The thought of the belly dancer flashed in his mind. The gaunt creature before him had been that beautiful dancer. Mary Grace. He was glad that she was the one the country assigned as his partner. Suddenly, he wanted her. Craved her. As his thoughts raced, his hands gripped a bottle from the counter:

Cannibalex
Eliminates Cravings 
Root Beer Float Flavoring
Customized with Your Pleasure in Mind!   

"Now, Darling. Let me show you our place." David's one hand popped a pill into his mouth and the other intertwined with MG's skeletal fingers and off they went to explore what the future had in store. 

Tuesday, October 23, 2012

The Fall


"Come on!" her hushed urgency rose to meet the teenage boy who lived in the rumored haunted house on the corner of Roskeen and Harvest. James had not yet decided if he wanted to do this. During the split second of his hesitation, the moonlight struck the girl's face in a way that choice was longer an option. She was beautiful. She was his. He would do anything, even this, for the girl holding the ladder to his bedroom window. 
The grass, slick with leaves and dew, was a clear opponent to their quiet escape. James kept looking back secretly hoping for a light to turn on in his parents' room, for his dad to finally accept and succumb to the insomnia, roll out of bed and look out the window to see his only child slipping into the night with a beautiful thief. But his father remained in his bed, staring blankly at the ceiling, wondering whether he was prepared for the day the Earth's perpetual spin would halt and throw him into space while his home planet hurled toward the sun. The next morning he would experience, for a moment, what it would feel like if gravity stopped pulling and pushing. 
"This is it." The girl used a key to unlock the black sedan rather than the clicker attached to a chain that stated in faded purple letters, "Virginia is for Lovers." 
"When did you get your license?"
"About a month ago." Her voice sounded like eyes shifting and toes tapping during amateur poker night. 
"Do you want me to drive?" James did not want admit he knew when she was lying. When his dad taught him to play the game, Dwayne made a point to mention to his son, "Do not be all arrogant and point out tells until the game is over and the opponent will not be seen or played with again." Doing that would ensure a player lost his edge. James did not want to surrender the only power he had over her. 
"No." She did not bother to explain why. The couple sat and buckled in silent agreement that the radio would not turn on, that words would not be uttered, that sound from this point on was unacceptable. James thought about nodding off to escape for a moment, but the palpable charge of sitting next to her made it impossible to be calm in an otherwise comfortable silence. Minutes swept by as James began to list his life's regrets and what ifs and all the could've, should've, would'ves. Dawn arrived and the sun shone as it did before and would the distant future days ahead. It should be overcast today. The thought had just popped into James' mind though he did not want to think it. Yes, yes, it should. Now. Go. Away. The thought scattered away, but lingered all the same. 
At a stop light hours from home, the girl reached over and pulled out a journal from the backseat. She plopped the book into James' lap and he began to read. 

My partner and I searched tirelessly until we ran out of time. Sunlight streamed into the room, illuminating an eclectic assortment of modernly angular furniture sitting astutely upon spotless tan carpeting. If two were to attempt this, they would have one hour. I suggest looking under the rug. All lies are swept there. 

James looked up from the instructions to see a large glass building looming ahead. This is it. The grounds were deserted and had been abandoned long ago. When the experiments stopped. The girl drove along the winding driveway to the front entrance. Cautiously, she slammed her car door shut and whipped around to see if anyone other James was present. When no one appeared, the two walked forward and pressed into the glass wall before them. The strange sensation of melting caused James to reach for his partner's hand. She latched on and pulled. They fell inside. The tan carpet that caught their fall, absorbed and massaged their feet as the two wandered to the end of a long hallway. 
"This is it." the girl whispered. 
"Are you sure you want to do this?" 
"I can't keep living this lie. I can't stand knowing the others live a lie without realizing. We have to do this. It is no longer about Want." 
James looked into her pleading eyes and realized despite his initial feeling that the mission was for love,  there was more to it. Much more. 
"Okay. Then, let's go." 
As if the building had been waiting for consent, something below their feet began to move. A once invisible escalator appeared in the shape of a double helix, and they were going up. The top of the escalator dropped off over a room James recognized from the journal entry. Everything was the same, except the room was covered in dust, cobwebs perched in every corner, and the window had been painted over with an villainous gray substance unlike any material James had even seen. 
"Quick! Prepare for landing!" the girl said as the escalator neared the top and emptied them out into a cloud of dust. When they landed the dust flew up into nothingness, and the room was clean with sunlight streaming through the window that was once covered in grime. 
"TIME STARTS NOW." an overhead automated voice declared. A holographic hour glass appeared in the center of the room. Tiny diamonds fell to mark the lapsing of time rather sand. I suggest looking under the rug. All lies are swept there. James and the girl dived into the carpet, the once gentle fabric that massaged their feet, pulled them forward driving them deeper into the ground. 
"It's a trap." James' bitter voice filled the room. Of course, why would anyone want someone to succeed with a mission like this. Of course it's a trap. James looked to the hourglass, the diamonds were falling rapidly. It seemed that the longer the two were stuck, the more time progressed. Beyond the diamond hourglass, James noticed a familiar looking window along the wall. Remember quicksand? The same voice that annoyed James earlier rose up again. This time, the voice offered helpful advice. With all the strength he could muster, James slowly flattened his body on top of the carpet and the sinking stopped. When James looked to his partner he noticed that she was attempting to do the same. Now if only there was something close to grab onto and get you out of this mess. The voice chattered away. James could feel himself sinking once again. When he looked over to the girl, he was alarmed to find that only her face appeared above the carpet as she gasped for air. Let go. Just let go, James.
James felt his resolve to float away and his reason finally lectured him that dying was better than fulfilling the mission in the first place. As James sank he felt the hand of the girl reach for his; they drifted deeper. The smells within the carpet were different for the girl and the boy. They were scents reminiscent of comfort. The girl breathed in wafts of freshly baked sugar cookies and lavender. James was overwhelmed by whiffs of sizzling bacon and tobacco the smells that brought back his favorite memory--a fishing retreat with his dad where they ate and did what was not usually allowed at home. Then, the slow drift into comfort and nothing abruptly opened into a full speed drop into darkness. 
"15 MINUTES." 
"We're still in it, James! This is part of it!" 
James landed first into the room of gray and yellow. On one side there was a ladder, the same ladder the girl held the night before. The window at the top was open and yellow curtains breezed in and out despite the lack of wind. The other side of the room was a large silver switch labeled "OFF" and the diamond hourglass perched beside it. On the floor, large letters printed in a woman's script: "THE CHOICE IS YOURS." 
"The choice is ours, James. We can do this. I need your help to pull the switch. It is supposed to be pulled by one of my kind and one of yours. It was meant for us." 
"First, answer two questions." 
"5 MINUTES"
"Yes?" 
"Do you love me?" 
"Yes. Always." her voice was even and accented by the Pennsylvania Dutch surroundings from home.
"Second question. What is your name?"
"Miranda." The voice had a Southern twang. Sounded like shifting eyes and tapping feet. James knew the girl in front of him with the coy smile would never play him again, but he kept the tell to himself and lightly brushed her lips with his. 
"Okay. I'm ready."

Twenty years after the mission was completed, a little girl wrote a report entitled: An Honest Death. This is what she wrote:  

Four minutes later the world's sky grew dark. Women screamed and men sobbed. Airplanes crashed and houses burned. The robotic people with human conscience and the ability to experience human growth and development, an experiment to help childless couples have their dreams fulfilled with children, were turned off all at once. These people had not known their origins until one's faulty wiring led her to the truth. The girl's name was Eve Carpenter, and her decision to turn off nearly destroyed the world. Her faulty wiring also lead to a sense of independence that Carpenter's original family could not cope with so she was promptly discarded. Carpenter had a partner, James Adams, one of 47 human children who survived the trend of robotic children and was created naturally. Adams disappeared the day of the mission, and his body was found twenty years later trapped under the carpeted flooring of Eden Laboratories, the genesis of the world-changing mission. Carpenter's last words are cemented in her now infamous one line essay, A Note to The Institution, "No one will ever live a lie again."