Wednesday, January 30, 2013

Recovering from the Tempest


you are my prologue
deemed unnecessary
in my novella
but scrutinized
by scholars in my epic

you are my prologue
pages that can be ripped
torn like the curtain
split from the ground up
words that made me be
plotted, charted, drafted
words before I could see [that]

you are my prologue
grains of salt before
specks of earth before
restored sight
soil within bellies of worms
before vineyards before
that last sip of wine
seeds planted before
future saplings before
the cross that made
all things restored,
after the Fall that dropped
the Earth and let her shatter
into pieces called World,
so that you could be
just prologue skimmed
as a note from critics
as a skipped producer's cut
for the 90 minute feature
you. are. just. prologue.




Thursday, January 24, 2013

Missing Socks

Only 30, maybe older,
and I am tired
of sorting truths:
patches for a quilt
sown by generations

mismatched socks
content without brothers
jumbled wires attached
to broken ear buds
rusty screws thrown
into an old coffee can

hapless attempts
to organize the
mess, the tangle,
that will just get
muddled up again.

How I crave
for one story
a cipher
a compass for this
ever-changing labyrinth


For Mickey

"Pink sky at night,
a sailor's delight;
pink sky in the morning,
a sailor's warning,"

She whispered Wisdom
into my ear over summer sounds:
the creaking porch swing,
ice cracking in our jelly glasses

Trucks whizzed past, now and then,
we would wave until they blasted their horns
my little arm bent at the elbow
pulling an invisible string up and down.

"Somebody's in the kitchen with Dina.
Somebody's in the kitchen, I know.
Somebody's in the kitchen with Dina,"
Her voice shook with that final syllable

My contagious giggles lapsed
into a contented sigh and
I wondered about Dina
I wondered about Somebody

Did Somebody love her
was Somebody welcome or
just another body to shoo away
and out of a kitchen for one

I imagined Dina. Her hair, her dress,
those apron strings tied like a sloppy afterthought.
At times I could smell Dina's corned beef hash and rice
& maybe collards and black eyed peas for good fortune

The porch swing kept creaking and I
snuggled secretly hoping against
her resolution to reduce the padding
under her bedazzled purple t-shirt.

My eyes adjusted to the fading light:
pine needles dry and rusty brown
fire ants working on the mounds I kicked moments before
white paint chipping on the front porch railing

Hairs of my lashes popped in and out
of view as I forced them open
not wanting to miss the Finale
of frogs and crickets rivaling owls

as they rehearsed, never quite in tune,
their song inspired fireflies--
joyous sprites in tutus
twirling to their own choreography

My porch swing companion, like the bullfrog opera
and tiny iridescent winking lanterns,
could be flawed at times, but
perfect in familiarity, simplicity, and love


Unquenchable


breaking my resistance,
a burdening hesitation,
my lips brush and dip into
the offering

a sip reveals
my brittle bones
my craving skin
my regrets over
abandoned flakes
under the nails
of dreams and idols

one sip, and i drown into You.

The Body sighs, satisfied
One sip uncovered my thirst
One sip covered me, wrapped me, loved me
One sip made me Yours.

Wednesday, January 23, 2013

Haunted

Five drafts of work are haunting me. Pleading, as their shackles pang and pound inside my brain, "Work out our aching feet, feed us, and then introduce us, the richly fattened dancers, to your society."  Like selfish first borns, they pout as I attend to others. Sorry wee ones.